Something Unreal Just Became Real

by stephanie ewen
(bronx, new york)

I have 3 spirits a female gypsy, a jealous male spirit and a guardian angel, they company me 24/7. Sometimes I feel them and a lot of times I don't. They terrorize my boyfriend sometimes I never been possessed by my spirits but I feel them and sometimes they give me bad headaches, nausea and light headedness. Sometimes they touch my hair, face, and sometimes I feel them going around my body slowly and softly. They touch things and they turn my TV off and sometimes they turn my fan off at night.

During winter I saw one of my spirits in a second and it disappeared. I was waiting for the bus and I felt even more cold and as I looked I saw a dark shadow spirit zoom directly towards me then disappeared in a blink of an eye.

They post bad things on my Facebook when people upset me or when I get into an argument with people, they unfriend or block my friends on my FB.

I don't know how to acknowledge them all the time. I'm scared to, but I have to fight my fear and talk to them and find out their names before they get worse. They scratched my boyfriend on his back and arms because he broke my necklace and phone case. He had 5 bloody slashes on his back and arms, in front of me they message him on my Facebook in front of me telling him to kill himself and I felt helpless. I didn't know what to do, I really need help before they get worse.

They don't want to see me with anyone. I love my boyfriend. My jealous spirit wants me to himself and I don't know what to do I need help...