Déjà Vu? Other life? Losing My Mind?

by Brenda

I really don't know what's going on but what I'm going to say scares the hell out of me for some kind of sick reason.

I have this weird memory that when I was little I was supposed to go to Spain with my parents because I was their only child and they wanted to spend time with me. They loved me, but for some reason I remember that I didn't want to go in the first place.

So we were about to leave with our suitcases and then I started crying and I told them that I didn't want to go, but our flight was supposed to leave in like an hour and we didn't live near the airport so we needed to hurry.

I told myself to calm down and my mom told me that everything was going to be okay that I didn't need to worry so I listened to her and we made our way to the airport.

The last thing I remember about that is a terrible car accident and people dead and screams and a lot of crying.

This memory has been haunting me for years since I was a little kid but I wasn't capable of saying it out loud.

But one day when I was like 8 I asked my dad if he wanted to go to Spain or that if he ever wanted to go, just to see his reaction, but he was really normal and he told me "No, I've never wanted to go, but we can if you want. Why do you ask?" And I was like "Oh, just curiosity daddy because I really want to go to Spain maybe when I was little we had plans?"

But I know we didn't because in the memory I was like 2 and by that time I didn't even have a passport or something like that.

This is really weird because I feel like I don't belong in this family, I never had.

I remember my mom being kind and sweet but now she gets annoyed when I'm near and my dad is always in her side, once she told me that she was going to tell me something, but that I was too young to know about it.

I've done my research and my parents never planned on going to Spain and I know it was not a dream. I know it really did happen, but I just don't know what's going on here and I feel like I'm losing it because no one knows about any accident, because I've never been in any accident, I'm totally healthy.

I need answers...

Is it possible that maybe I'm having like flashbacks of my other life or something? Because this is not normal.

And I really find my parents' attitude strange because in that memory they loved me and they felt really lucky to have me as their child and I was pretty happy.

But not anymore.

And sometimes I feel like I know what's going to happen and it happens. I'm not saying that I'm a witch or something, I just need to know what's going on. it's probably nothing but I just want to make sure that I'm not crazy.

I will wait for your answers, thanks.

P.S. I always feel like I'm being watched and sometimes babies get really scared when I try to say hi or when I get near them and sometimes I have really weird dreams.

Oh! and once my dad brought into the house some guy who told me that I had the ability of seeing the aura, that I had been gifted with something that I didn't know but that someday I would be able to see.

To me the whole thing is madness but idk about you guys, I believe in supernatural beings and since I found this page... it doesn't sound like madness anymore.